No matter who I kiss or who I’m with, it’s always you that I think about. I know this is cliche but you just ruined love for me. No matter how hard I try to have feelings for other people it’s always you that’s there. You’re still in my dreams all of the time and I still love you no matter how many times I tell myself to hate you, that I DO hate you, I’m just not convinced. I keep talking to all of these other guys so that I can forget about you but you’re still haunting me. It’s like I’m just numb and can’t find any feelings to give to anyone else. You permanently mind fucked me into thinking that I’m not good enough for anything. I feel like I’m shit and it’s all because of you. I’m so stupid for loving you when all of these other guys are willing to offer me the world. Fuck you for making me feel like this when you never gave a fuck and I just fell for every empty word you ever said.